Honey (english)

I wanted a lot, and I still do,
but now I feel too betrayed and not by him, but by myself.
I promised myself I won't throw myself in front of bullets anymore,
that I'll take better care of my broken heart.
Indeed he healed it only for a few days.
That's how long it took me to fall in love with him...
one day to talk, one day to look at each other and another day to fall asleep together.
By the moment he took me in his arms and stared deeply in my eyes, I had already fallen for him.
I didn't know who I was anymore, nor what my name was;
I only knew I belonged to him;
"You can do whatever you want with me " I said to myself.
Do whatever you want with me, well that's what he eventually did;
I think I might've said it out loud, but I didn't want to admit it.
After all, what does it matter anymore, it all passed.
Isn't that what your friends keep telling you?
Isn't that what your sister keeps telling you and your dad doesn't even want to hear about it anymore, because it's "uninteresting", so he says.
But do they know how you truly feel?
Does it matter what they say?
It matters that you still wish for something
And you can still do something
And if you surrender, he will defeat you...

Honey

Mi-am dorit multe, si inca imi doresc, 

dar acum ma simt prea tradata, si nu de el ci de mine..

Mi-am promis ca nu ma voi mai arunca cu capu-nainte, 

ca voi avea mai multa grija de inima mea ranita.. 

Intr-adevar mi-a vindecat-o numai pentru cateva zile.

Atat a durat pana m-am indragostit de el.. 

o zi sa vorbim, o zi sa ne privim si inca o zi sa dormim. 

In momentul in care m-a strans in brate si m-a privit adanc in ochi eram deja topita.

Nu mai stiam cine sunt, nici cum ma cheama, stiam doar ca sunt a lui; "poti sa faci ce vrei din mine" am zis in mintea mea stupida.. 
fa ce vrei cu mine, pai si asta a facut pana la urma, 
cred ca poate am zis-o cu voce tare dar nu am vrut sa recunosc. 

Pana la urma ce mai conteaza, a trecut. 

Nu asta iti zic prietenii? 
Nu asta iti zice sor-ta si taica-tu nici nu mai vrea sa auda asa ceva ca vorba lui, e neinteresant.

Da ce stiu ei ce simti tu? 

Da ce conteaza ce zic ei?

Conteaza ca inca iti mai doresti ceva

Si inca poti sa faci ceva 

Si daca te opresti el va castiga..